life, when you’re just trying to learn how to live with yourself every single day is hard. you cannot anticipate how much more you will grow in extraordinarily beautiful ways. you’ll learn that your self-perception can really deeply impact your overall functionality. the seeds planted in your consciousness will eventually bare fruit. as you begin the healing process, you learn to release the damage from your system. you become aware of the damage done to you while you were growing up. you figure out as you begin to forgive, release, let go, that the people who caused damage were damaged as well; so there was no one to teach them how to deal with their damage, before they passed it on to someone else. they spoke ill of any and all behavior that mimicked normal happy childhood experiences as lewd and obscene, because of their own unhealed damage. but then one day, you decide to live freely for yourself; to literally do everything that makes you happy every day, because, you deserve happiness just like anyone else. you deserve to not have to live in your trauma. you deserve to know what true happiness really is. you deserve better than what you’ve gotten and been given and what was arranged for you by someone else. you deserve to not be a child of ‘vicarium’; the looking glass child(from this point of view, you look like you could be) the child of potential. you end up searching for a dream from someone else’s head.a you deserve to experience happiness despite your imagined shortcomings. you may fail, but you are not a failure, and you are not stupid if you ask questions. your existence in this world should not be based solely on your responsibility to exist despite the uphill everyday battles you fight, both inside and out. you deserve, if you want, to wear flowers, bow ties, a fez, a dress, a skirt, make up, earrings, whatever makes you happiest with yourself; honestly, how you feel about yourself changes how you treat others. it offers you the perspective of grace. you find that you do that part so freely without any hesitation or reservation. you are making a positive impact in the world. i see you.
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